Dear Someone: How can the world keep turning when I'm still standing where you left me?
An unspoken silence hangs heavy in the air, a testament to the immobility of a heart left behind.
Today’s letter is from Ali Papa's Unspoken Silences. Unspoken Silences is an intimate collection of letters exploring the complex emotions and unresolved questions that linger in the wake of faded connections.
Dear, Dear Someone, _
Everybody moves on but I am right where you left me. These words echo in the chambers of my heart, a painful truth that I've struggled to reconcile with the world around me. How is it that life continues its ceaseless march while I remain frozen in time, anchored to the moment of your departure?
Do you ever wonder about the person you left behind? Do you picture me here, still standing in the same spot, my feet seemingly rooted to the ground where you last saw me? I often imagine you moving through life, your steps light and unburdened, while I remain here, a living statue monument to what once was.
Why is it that I can't seem to shake off the weight of your absence? It clings to me like a second skin, familiar and suffocating all at once. I watch as others heal, grow, and forge new paths, yet I remain tethered to this place, to this moment, to you.
Time, like a river, carries everyone forward in its relentless flow, yet here I stand, a stone unmoved, watching the world pass me by.
Sometimes, I try to take a step forward, to join the flow of life that continues around me. But each attempt feels like wading through quicksand, my movements slow and labored. Is this what it means to be left behind? To be forever out of sync with the rhythm of the world?
I find myself wondering if you ever look back. Do you see me here, still waiting, still hoping? Or have I faded from your memory, become nothing more than a distant figure in the rearview mirror of your life? The uncertainty gnaws at me, a constant companion to the loneliness that has made its home in your absence.
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